it was always you

negative energy

it happened again last night


do you ever get so disgusted with yourself, like you can not believe how stupid and thoughtless you are and it’s so frustrating because you keep telling yourself that you’ll do better next time but then next time rolls around and the same thing keeps happening and you end up in this pattern of mediocrity. 

(via feeltheillinoise-)

in desperate need of hella kisses

im not okay but i need you to tell me im going to be 

preferably while you’re kissing me but i mean we cant have everything can we

wow fuck this man fuck you ha

why the fuck do you get to get what you want why the fuck you’re crazy why do you get to have this

loving today bc it’s a “wow i hate my body” kinda day wow so great love feeling like this :-)

shit i wanna wear a dress on my birthday but idk how that’s gonna work

we talked about the sharpness of blades today and English and wow that made me more uncomfortable than it should’ve

he took her and nurtured her

from a caterpillar to a butterfly

her metamorphosis

but he made her 

into something

that couldn’t fly without him

he was a dragon

when he spoke to her

his flames would burn her

when he got got close to her

his scales would make her bleed 

she relied on him 

like a baby to its mother

while he was a creature

that needed nothing 

and no one

to soar