it was always you

negative energy

one two three drink

i’ve never had a guy actually value my friendship that much and let me know about it wow

i know i’m worth something 

but i want to feel it 

especially when they actually understand

i didn’t even realize how much i needed that wow 

talking to someone actually does help with stuff 

i need to stop rushing things but how can i when everything around me seems to go at such a slow pace i’m so far behind

i’m so fucking not okay 

maybe it’s best i’m not at home rn otherwise i totally wouldve relapsed i know it hahaha

where’s a drink when i need it

i told mylsef i wans’t gonna cry but whoopsies